Confessions of an Anonymous Blogger – Part 2
It’s been way too long! The guilt of not finding the mojo to post has become quite unbearable. I don’t know what has gotten in to me on this whole blogging thing. I have plenty of things to blog about but no desire to put it all together into a post. Maybe the problem is that I have too much going on for it to come out as a coherent post.
That’s when it hits me. I’m not really an “anonymous” blogger, not as much as I’d like to be at least. I don’t know the people who read my blogs, and it frightens me to death that my families, my neighbors, my colleagues and future or potential employers might one day stumble on my blog and find that I’m not really as angelic as I try to be.
But really? I’m not perfect. I’m only human. Putting all this out there is a big deal for me nowadays. I find myself lacking substance to put here because of this perpetual fear of being judged or whatever.
My life is pretty much mundane, nothing exciting about it. So I ain’t got much hunky dories to share. But really? Life can’t be that hunky dory all the time right? Sigh!
It’s my blogging identify crisis I suppose.
welcome back NJ, we all go through this route before. so dont feel bad. selamat berpuasa!
Salam Kak Teh. Sigh! It’s one of those downturns in life journey I guess. Selamat berpuasa to you too..
NJ,
Salam ramadan to u. I understand the feeling as there were times that I told myself to just stop or blog with a neutral tone. I avoided anything that reflected how I felt. Yet, somehow it is tru blogging that I feel connected and just let my hair down. Occasionally I allow my emotions to be painted all over, regardless what people may think.
I hope u continue blogging.
Ms B,
In one way or another I admire how you hv been running ur blog.You manage to balance between “letting the hair down” while maintaining that “privacy elements”. Must really learn the rope from you lah…
Selamat Berpuasa to you.